do you understand?

i am so frustrated! i hate not being understood by the people who i need to be understood by. what the crap are we doing for fhe?!?!?!? no one knows! i told... we'll call him jack... that i didn't like the lack of structure and that we need to know by the middle of the week. "oh i understand" said jack. no you don't!!!! you don't understand otherwise you would know where the dang projector was comming from or what we would do if that didn't work out! and further more, boys! i am sensative!! DEAL!!! i love who i am and hate that you feel the need to "tell me the truth" or "point at my flaws." i get hurt easily, SO STOP DOING AND SAYING THINGS THAT HURT ME!! why do you do that? it's okay if you don't agree with my opinion or whatever, but don't be mean. so i do and say dumb things, DON'T rub it in my face! it hurts me!! be sensative to the sensative! you know what i wnat to say to those that don't seem to care and keep going?... stop it!!! i don't like when you always tell me if i make a mistake. if i am sad, STOP SAYING THE SAME KIND OF STUFF THAT MADE ME SAD IN THE FIRST PLACE!! don't give me your crap and stop turing things i say and do into things they are not.

thank you to those that listen to me when i am going through these things. you understand when the person that needs to doesn't. so jessica, gus, robby, nalene, maryanne, and of course, sarah, thankyou for listening even though you may not always really care. thank you for not telling me that you don't care. thank you for being sensative to my sensativity.

Thank You