single shmingle

Today i was thinking about my single life, okay i think about it everyday. i thought i wanted a boyfriend. i don't think i don't want one as much anymore. i decided that i have lived 19 years being single, if you don't count "going out" in elementary school. and i am perfectly fine, sure i want marrige, not now though. and i want a date too, but it's not going to happen if i wanted so much. so i am single for another couple of years, it's nothing new. i have you and lili, and a great family. i will start worring than, if i have no one by than i will probably start freaking out, but for the next year or two, i will just be me and deal with it. right now i like a guy. there is always a guy i like and that's the thing! there is always a guy i like. weather it's tom, Zack, or tyler, i will always have someone to like, and that's cool. this doesn't meen i can meet these guys and not care about them. i really don't like meeting great new people and then never seeing them again. i like staying in touch. i like friends. maybe something will happen, but for now, i won't stress about it.